Musings

my normal tumblr where I write about my dreams and assess why I have them and give solutions.... and I posted random shit I like.

I shall not want ,to want and to have is too fear it shall be lost. There is no emotion there is only truth,in truth I are what I need and my path is clear. Desire is to fall into temptation and allow the flesh to guide the mind. On this path I am alone until temptation is gone.then peace will overcome me and what remains is only what will be,what was and nothing. Only then will I disappear ,standing on the horizons of time,on the plains of my soul and the spirit of day behind me. On the brink of darkness waiting for whatever may come. I walk the line of twilight.

There are times , when I wonder if I woke up from when I oded. That in some alternate universe I really did die and my grandma was forced to watch her grandson die as well just as she had to grieve for her two sons. That my mind just hopped into another version of me. How sad that seems if it were true.  Or maybe that I am still alive but right now I amreally in comatose and this world before me is just an illusion. But I guess I will never know.

mma-gifs:

The Korean Taekwondo Diplomacy Foundation

saddeer:

I have this weird theory that some people are drawn to each other because their atoms were near each other when the universe was created and over time the same atoms keep coming back together

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